Visionnaire
Do you remember the time when you lived in what seemed to be an eternal dream-like state? Do you reminisce simpler times and listen to simpler tunes when… when we were innocent and untouched? Do you still hold the vision of limitless imagination in a world where everything is possible? Do you recall the name of your imaginary friend who walked you through the magic of the universe waiting to be discovered only by you? Those were magical times, far from the noise of our acquired cynicism over the passage of time.
In a world that is obsessed by original sin, I am here to unearth our original innocence.
Nature and its creatures are the greatest guides and teachers. They will help us on the journey of post-traumatic growth, if we become receptive to them,
My dog, Vincent, taught me:
To succeed at this life, we have to have a backbone, a dancing bone, and a funny bone.
My dog and I lived in a country that is hostile toward animals and women alike,
When he passed on to the rainbow bridge, my spirit fell to its knees.
Stuck, and alone, in a treacherous environment, I call on his guidance that he often sends through other pets, early morning musings and mysterious, intuitive signs.
Animals and trees have been my saviours. We are not separate from all of Nature, yet most humans have cut themselves off away from its abundance. This is why I always seek out animals and trees for further instructions.
A tree never grows in a barren land. Every life can thrive in the right soil. Humans are the same way.
We have roots and shoots, leaves and fruits. It is our task to water and nurture them.
When we restore our emotional and mental health, we become more resilient to external harm, but the reality is, it takes a great deal of our energy to combat hostile environments every day. On survival mode, we become incapacitated to create, align, or succeed. It is imperative to be in the right soil, and when we are stuck someplace, we must find a way to minimise its damages by creating a safe environment within ourselves, until we are also physically freed.
Vincent filled the void within my heart. I had to learn how to stand without my old patterns. I was ready to embrace joy, and take a real shot at life. The worst type of death is the death of purpose and joie de vivre.
A purpose is always about contributing to something larger than us, while victimhood is inherently self-obsessed. I came to the conclusion that my biggest crime is the loss of my sense of humour. Life was unbearable without a funny bone. Watching Vincent, pushed me into one joyful moment into another. Self-destruction is one of the dumbest practices I subconsciously gave in to, until I became aware of my own stupidity and decided to excise the dramatic obsession with the past, and shifting my focus back to the moment.
Vincent taught me how to keep it simple, creative, fun, and full of purpose. Those who have a purpose don’t have time to be victimized.
I started looking for answers that society couldn’t provide. So, when I turned to the Animals and the Trees. They said, “Just write… write what we are about to say… Then, pay it forward.”
I learned that in everyone, there is a teacher. When you extract the lessons from the worst among us, then it wasn’t a total waste.
Anything that destroys us has the potential to push us back into our hearts.
I learned how to find connection without attachment, and non-attachment without detachment.
ANIMAL GUIDES
An invocation: As I walk upon this earth, I am open to receive the guidance of spirit, knowing my spirit animals are here to protect me from harm.
Shadow Animals
Our Shadow Animal Spirit represents the darker side of our personality. Using your shadow animal offers deeper insight into your behaviour in times of darkness.
Soul Loss: Dark Night of the Soul
When the soul escapes, we enter the dark night of the soul. But if it wasn’t for the darkest hour, the soul would have no time to rest.
Call your soul back home.
Humbled by the majestic creatures, leading with my animal totem, the wolf, I surrender to the process.
Life moves in Spirals. No matter how much I know about something,
I always tell myself, pending further information.
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The Unfolding: A Journey of Involution
SURVIVAL MODE
People, like all animals, are most dangerous on survival mode.
Survival mode is being in a perpetual state of fear, even in the absence of a real and immediate threat. In this state, adrenalin, the stress hormone, peaks. We are not equipped to live in this state consistently. Looking at the world around us, most of us reset into the four types of fear responses: